Distractions

Turns out I don’t really like talking about my moving shenanigans in segments. I’m kicking myself for procrastinating but I did manage to get some good sleep for the first time in a while. I even had a nice dream for once. I either don’t dream or have frequent nightmares. Tonight might be a late night but I have to get to the studios before the afternoon.

Speaking of dreams, last night I drew out a crude diagram of room arrangement ideas for when I return home. The arrangement I desire most is essentially just flipping everything to the opposite side… sort of.

The precision, the certainty. Heh

The precision, the certainty. Heh

The layout on the right is what I’d ideally get to do. I asked my brother to send me photos of my room so I could potentially visualize the possibilities but I’m a poor judge of size in relation to space. I’ve mistakenly thought my bedroom was huge on multiple occasions only to realize it really isn’t. It’s sizeable, but something tells me it’s not as big as this bedroom in Los Angeles. It’s honestly too hard to tell. I almost wanted to ask if my parents still had the floorplans but that seemed a bit much.

If they’re the same size that’d be great and such a huge eye opener as to what can be done within the space. I already know I’ve been under utilizing and wasting it but I was under the incorrect impression that I couldn’t get rid of any furniture or change too much. That was never a restriction. For instance, I don’t want the dresser in my room and I want to completely remove my old bed. The mattress is ancient and I don’t like the sleigh style head and footboard. I think this summer should be spent sorting through what truly needs to go and there is a lot. It’s incredible how much one can accumulate and how much you realize you don’t need or even want. I’ve accumulated over 16 years of baggage in that room and it’s time for a cleansing. Also a literal one, I’m excited about washing the walls. So much dust.

Knowing me the layout will end up completely different but I’m open to whatever works well. It’d be cool if I could fit my grandmother’s chair in there. A nice place to actually sit. But we’ll see. There’s a lot I need to do before all of that.